Caught on Fire!
Moments before, I was reading my beloved brother's blog entries. Brother, I gotta say this for the third time today, they're very inspiring, very anointing. You really should consider blogging like this again *winks!*

As I read, within me was like raging river of fresh living waters beating against a solid dam, VERY eager to break free, on the VERGE of breaking free! But just...not yet. My stomach's literally feeling the churn and the heat now *burps*

I am definitely not happy with where I am now. I definitely want more. I want God to use me and create explosive results through me! I want first, my family, relatives and friends to SEE with their very own eyes, how God moves in my life! Then, all the rest will see His glory through me! I want to be ABOVE, soaring HIGH above! I wanna be God's warrior, God's walking testimony! I want a glorious, bursting, impactful life!

Brother, I haven't told you, your blogs fanned an old dream of mine alive!

Gifts, Passion, Desires
Day by day, God reveals to me more and more, the gifts that He hath placed in me when I was still in my mother's womb. The gift of discernment and encouragement,the love for children, and the love for F.U.N. filled adventures!

I realised, the I more I grow in the Lord, the more I become sensitive towards discerning souls i.e. mind, will and emotions. And many times, this sensitivity stirs up within me a burning compassion, that causes me to provide encouragement. This desire/ willingness and to provide Godly encouragement, does not come from myself, of course. It is truly led and empowered by the Holy Spirit that dwelleth within me. I can literally feel it.

Might not be able to tell, but I'm actually very pregnant with energy, perhaps more of enthusiasm (by God's grace, praise God!); when it comes to having F.U.N. *Laughs!* Like I was so excited about leading my very first P&W session last last week? I spent one sleepless weekend making the props! It was very fulfilling to me, very fruitful *smiles* Never liked the idea of an afternoon nap, always thought it's a waste of time. When I was a child, I'd rather play and play and play non-stop *giggles* If sleep was unecessary, I would have stopped sleeping long time ago! *Laughs!*

I love organising events/ activities/ games as well. Like planning the birthday surprise for Eileen? To see that genuine surprised smile on her pretty face touched my heart to tears *smiles* I love adventures, I love to explore, I love fresh stuff too! I believe these are where my passion lies. And I believe my passion is caused to point me toward serving the Lord. Also, I believe God has placed me in my current job and even back when I studied Tourism Management in TP, to prepare me for more of what He has for me! ^^

Right now, I enjoy using my gifts, here and there, like narrow streams of water, living water nonetheless; touching a few hearts, changing a few lives. But Daddy, I know You have for me far beyond these. I want more, Daddy! I want more!

Old Dream
My old dream was fanned alive. My dream to reach out to children of the third world countries. To hold them in my embrace and let God's love flow into and touch their hearts. To tell them "if only you knew how much God loves you...". To provide for them...

Daddy, could this be your high calling for me?

And as I cry my heart out to Daddy, He constantly and vividly spoke to me these two days:
"Be anxious for nothing. But in everything by prayer and supplication."
"Oh fear the Lord, you His saints. There is no want to those who fear Him."
"The truth is, we become like what or who we worship"

Daddy clearly also wants me to pray in the Spirit. See? All pointing to simply worship Him. There! My answer :)

Beloved Brother
Thank you for loving me, your attention, your patience, your holding on; and above these, simply thank you for being you. You're special to me, you're more than words.

Let's pour both our hopes in His mighty hand, trust Him and let Him be the Decision Maker in this. Daddy God keeps and prospers our bond in His light and purity. May Daddy God also grant us His Wisdom and two understanding hearts in all our dealings.

You're greatly blessed, highly favoured and deeply loved! You're glorious my brother. I mean it! I see you glorious. May you glory and soar with Him furthermore!

Praise! Praise! Praise the Lord!