Chatroom

it's a wee hour now and i just woke up from sleeping like a dead log, for about only three hours? i am still feeling a little light-headed, yes, but something's just so stuck in one of those gaps in my brain. it's like a - you know there's something, but you just don't know what exactly. feeling equivalent to what constipation can give you. (no, i don't need the loo now). feeling as though i've forgotten to do something of importance to me and/or my loved one(s), like i've forgotten to go to the loo today. rahhh. i just cannot recall what it is at the moment! this is driving me up the wall! irritatingly irritating.

and so i checked my email to try to recall something. nothing there. i tried friendster and found nothing either. then i proceeded to read my own current blogs, and then went about reading ced's. now so here i am, inspired to write one. this entry's called chatroom, cuz as Daddy saw that I am a little insomnia-ish now, with brain activities running loose, Daddy suggested "talk to Me" again. so i shall start with a matter that matters alot to me.

met up with my dear buddy last night. a short one hour but very very fruitful, i must say. this meeting's definitely arranged by God's grace. every single matter that i had in schedule yesterday just fell right in place. see, cuz i was expecting myself to stay till late at work, due to a deadline. but with amazing grace, every thing went amazingly smoothly.

so i thought i should just meet up with jon since it's been so long. just as i was on my way to meet him at tampines mall, my dear buddy asked me over sms if i was free. i mean, it's been very long since he's free! so i tried asking if buddy could make it from 9.30pm, thinking i should be done with jon by then. but buddy had to leave for work by 10.00pm. as i thought we could only meet another day, jon informed me at the last minute (when we met), that he had to leave by 9pm to meet another friend.

this is definitely not a coincidence, folks. it's divine appointment. so i dropped buddy an sms again, to arrange to meet at 9pm, so that he could leave by 10pm. he replied after a while, saying that he's not feeling good, so he's just gonna stay home to rest. knowing his patterns, i would have and almost wanted to just say, "ok, have a good rest and take care ya..." But (it must be) dear Holy Spirit urged me to press in and convince him to meet me. amazingly again, he agreed immediately. praise God!

the rest was seed-sowing time *winks*

i'm very excited, very happy. i'm gonna bring buddy to my church this saturday! i was so excited that i shared the good news with yq, our common friend, from my church too. and then i got to know from him that it would be the arrow ministry meeting this saturday. arrow's a freshly set up ministry for age group between 17 and 29. it's really cool btw. i saw their intro last sunday. it was a street dance item. whoosh! damn cool la!

yq asked if i could bring buddy for this sunday service instead. i tried before, but he's only free this saturday. then again, i'm not troubled by it. in fact, knowing it's the arrow ministry meeting that we're gonna attend, though new, sits well with me. i do feel peace about it. somehow, furthermore, i'm feeling this vibe that Daddy has prepared something REALLY GOOD in store for buddy. this, i'm very sure. i believe it is time *SMILES*

Daddy gave me the great honour, the great privilege to sow these seeds of love with Him. He provides the seeds, He guided my ways, and He taught me how to sow, spreading these seeds into the soil that HE hath prepared.

when the sun blazes too harsh, He covers me under the shade of His wings, and He quenches my thirst. when rain falls, He shelters me and keeps me warm in His loving embrace. when storm comes, He stands strong before me. when i am tired, He carries me on His broad and firm shoulders.

then i watch Daddy patiently and lovingly waters these seeds, He removes the unwanted weeds, He watches them closely till they grow, till harvest time; when He would look me in my eyes with all gentleness, and praise me and reward me with the harvest, for sowing these seeds for Him. yet actually all i do, is have fun spreading these seeds into the soil!

AWESOME!

AWESOME IS MY DADDY GOD, MY DADDY GOD IS HE, HE IS PERFECT LOVE.

I STAND, I STAND

IN AWE OF YOU

I STAND, I STAND

IN AWE OF YOU

HOLY GOD, TO WHOM ALL PRAISES DUE

I STAND IN AWE OF YOU :)