simple happyness - the little things

the little things that make me glee...

. a windy night out alone in town
. a hot cuppa coffee that brings warmth to my hands and tummy,
as the cool night breezes brush by
. the awayness stolen from the midst of reality
. this moment of selfish satisfaction
. writing in this so-called journal
. talking to myself in this journal
. this stolen moment away from worries
. pampering myself with myself
. being alone with no one telling me what i should do, or what i shouldn't
. being alone with strangers as my company, sitting a distance away from me
. smiling secretly to myself
. being proud of myself, that i do care, i do have good intentions,
i do love my loved ones
. only...i don't show it the way they want me to
. if i could share this with him, and with him giving me a moment of his listening ears...reacting to this journal only with a simple smile...a simple and pure one... i'd be very, very happy
. i just wanna put smiles on people's faces...my loved ones...
. it is that simple...
. i'd be very, very happy...

Daddy...
in Jesus' name.